Venting

I may have to postpone this last semester :/

So close yet so not, having to choose between getting an education and not being homeless is fcked.

PM wants to hire me but can’t atm, tuition is due next week, WF took $ out of my account, oh and rent? Yeah that’s due soon too.

Can’t do this with just my check coming in anymore, and as much as my folks wanna help me, they too are still struggling with past bills from when I was out there.

It sucks that the one person I helped and begged for other ppl to give him money when he needed it, Won’t even do me a favor by doing what I’ve done for him…some brother that is . Helped him on so many levels, so many times, fck it tho. Last time I ever deal with him.

If only I would get this supervisor job if the store stays open, at least it would be guaranteed hrs. PM would be awesome because I would be paid, just dnt know when that would happen yet, but to know I’m the top person he wants to bring on for the job is still awesome,

Losing faith on xmas this year tho. I’ve worked too hard to not have something work out,

X(